Samstag, 24. November 2012

Geräusche von sterbenden Walen


Maybe the signs were not that apparent for someone who was not looking for the right tell tale signs, hell I didnt think of it as im just living in the now like everyone else, not really expecting somone sent back n time from their present to our present, however, our understanding of space and time have come a bit of a ways since the fertile crescent times, anyways, I was lucky to even have had a second of the Professors time, as the Professors time is quite precious, which is funny because the Professor is actually living in different time periods, strings, lines? I dont know, im just like you, have a barely scrtaching the surface concept of what time is, if it exist or not, if it is real or not, or if it is just a nomenclature we came up for some gigantic missing variable, X, so variable X gets a name like TIME which then just seems to placate us for a few centuries until we ask questions like what is time, are laternate times possible, what happens when two (or more) times get criss crossed, und so weiter, und so fort? Well itturns out, or will turn out that a few centuries down the line some smarty pants gut ausgebildete Affen, figure out how to manipulate the time space continium, or did they? Or did someone, something come from and even further point in time to manipulate the SPACE TIME CONTINIUM to accelerate events of one time period to further accelaertae events in a past period, to further accelerate events in the present, to further accelerate the future and past colliding to the present, to FURTHER ACCELERATE, TO FURTHER ACCELERATE, TO FURTHER ACCELERATE:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::BESCHLEUNIGUNG:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
PAST; PRESENT;FUTURE:::;:;:;;;;;::;:;;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:

Maybe it was the WHITE SUIT, all WHITE SUIT, who wears a WHITE SUIT besides one who is damn serious about their business, about their plan and their means. I for one have no white suit, do you? If you did, would you wear it? THE PROFESSOR comes in to the SEMINAR with the WHITE SUIT, to the sound of BACHS MATTHAEUS PASSION, beginning by describing to fundemental chemical BUILDING BLOCKS OF THE COSMOS, and its relation to us coincidentally listening to this seminar about MENSCH IM EXTREM UMWELT, as the PROFESSOR describes the recordings of the HUYGENS PROBE on the saturnian moon of TITAN, awaiting to be found eventually, which brings us back to the WHITE SUIT and the purpose of this seminar, and to my dumb luck of writing the PROF. a letter back then, and never expecting to ever hear of it again, in which he reads the attendance list, looks at me as my name is read, asks to see me, and what happens, a collapse of based on the onset of disbeleif and too much adrenalin, a collapse, or so I think, what else do you do when you are talking to a PROFESSOR from the future, in the WHITE SUIT, the PROFESSOR OF PHYSIOLOGY wants to have a word with you about WELTRAUM, and then afterwards, makes appearances in your dreams, you dont know what to do next..........THE PROFESSOR IN THE WHITE SUIT

Donnerstag, 25. Oktober 2012

M. Pectoralis Major, M. Pectoralis Minor, M. Latissimus Dorsi, M. Trapezius, M. Deltoideus, M. Supraspinatus, M. Infraspinatus, M. Subscapularis, M. Teres Minor, M. Teres Major, M. Rhomboeidus, M. Biceps Brachii caput Longus und Brevis, M. Coracobrachialis, M. Brachialis, M. Anconeus, M. Triceps Brachii caput lateralis, medialis, longus, M. Flexor carpi ulanris, M. Palmaris Longus, M. Flexor Digitorium Superficialis, M. Pronator Teres, M. Flexor Carpi radialis, M. Extensor Digitorium Superficialis, M. Extensor Carpi Ularis, M. Extensor Carpi Radialis, M. Flexor Digitorium Profundus, M. Extensor Digitroium Profundus/Longus, M. Rectus Abdominis, M. Obliquis Externus, M. Obliques Internus, M. Transvesus, M. Quadratum Lumborum, M. Rototares, M. Multifundus, M. Spinalis, M. Splenius, M. Iliocostalis, M. Longismus, M. Psoas Major, M. Psoas Minor, M. Iliacus (Iliopsoas), M. Quadratus Femoris (Rectus Femoris, Vastus Medialis/Intermedius/Lateralis), M. Sartorius, M. Biceps Femoris, M. Semimembranous, M. Semitendinous, M. Oberatur externus, M. Pectineus, M. Adductor Longus, M. Gracilis, M. Adductor Brevis, M. Adductor Magnus, Triceps Surae (Gastrocnemius/Soleus), M. Tibialis Anterior/Posterior, M. Fibularis, M. Extensor Hallucis Longus,

Sonntag, 14. Oktober 2012

Its the evening before another semester, and damn, it couldnt have come to soon. However, had some time to recharge my batteries in the menawhile, had time to hang back in there, noticing this today, completed preliminary scans and studies of the Muscular system of the homosapien, alles auf ein Femdsprache. Ich kenne das nicht, aber hier spricht meine Arbeitssprache. Deutsch ist ein Werkzeug, nur ein Werkzeug, damit komme ich klar, damit kann ich mein Ziel erreichen, Ventrale, Dorsale, Lateral, Medial, Pronation, Supination, Punctum Fixum, M. Pronator Teres, Palmaris Longus, Superior Iliaca Anterior Superior, Processus Xiphoedus, Os Lunatum, Superior Rami, Os Patella, M. Latismus Dorsi, (M. Subscapularis, M. Supraspinatus M. Infraspinatus, M. Teres Minor). Aber ich freue mich auf das neue Semester. Neue Herausfordering Man braucht eibe, mindestens ich brauche eine, und ich habe schöne Herausforderung entdeckt. Nach eine Jahr, ein Jahr, bin ich irreversible verändert, (Ja, ich weiß dass es Fehler gibt, aber komm, Deutsch ist nicht mein Muttersprache, aber ich versuch es mal) Ligamentum Flava, Lig. Supraspinatus.
its a damn challenge, yes, I will give you that, somedays, hard to keep it going, endurance,
Ausdauer, was sagt dein innere Sportler, ist er ein Ausdauerläufer oder ein Sprinte? Beide besitzen unterschiedlich Musklefasern (Typ 1 hohe Myoglobin, Mitochondria Gehalt) Typ II anaerobisch bedingt, mehr Glykogenreserven, schnell Twitch, so Genug exkurs, Es geht um Perspektiv, was hast du davon. Kannst du standig gehen, ohne standig erfolg, für die Längestrecke? Oder brauchst du kurze Aufregung um sofortige Erfolg zu erreichen?
Es geht um Perspektiv, Perspektiv

Donnerstag, 11. Oktober 2012

Nur Fotoaustellung. Ich habe kein Lust zu schreiben. Man kann mehr mit fotos erzählen, als mit Worten.







Sonntag, 30. September 2012

Schädelbasis von innen

After giving it some thought, I will proceed using this platform once more,
The problem was (is) "aus meiner Sicht" the oversaturation of opinions, onformation, that is in the form of web based blogs, photos , all that, so I just became rather discouraged, and overly self "kritisch" that I quit writing all together, after you read so much good writing and professional writing, you look at your stuff and you just say "wow, what a load of bullshit" and just give up perhaps saying that everyone writes better than you, takes better photos than you, and who needs another opinion on the internet that is overstaurated with opinions. However, that the negative way to analyse, perhaps its best too just not be so pretentious and just write what you feel and post what you feel because thats what this is, open source publishing for anyone who wants it, and to shut that voice up, the whiny voice that says who needs another..., no one is interested, blah, wadda,

Back in the life, after over a month of vacation. I grew up in chicago, lived there most of my 32 years, and now have lived since 2009 in Deutschland, Berlin nowadays,
in which I study medicine since 2011, a longtime goal, but sometimes to reach your goals, one has to leave their house,
Its painful to come back from Chicago. My dear friends and family live there, however, my adult life is here, my university is here, my wife is German, I want to expand our family here, but you leave your comfort zone, and often times a visit twice a year does not soothe those days of lonliness when you just want to go back to how things were at one point. Before I began my quest of medicine, I was a rather unhappy and unsatisfied person, as there was a giganti world out there, full of possibilities, alternate universes, "möglichkeit ohne Ende" and I wanted to experience it, to dive into it. Well, careful what you ask for, and now, one has to balance on one side, getting what they asked for, and on the other hand, missing what they took for granted. Until a teleporter is invented (maybe 500-1000 years), internet communication with my dear friends across the ocean will be the best way to communicate, as well as a annual visit.
Was however awesome to see Lightning Bolt, to bike all over Chicago, dive in the waters off the coast of Curaco,and now, back to the grindstone.
Will update during the course of next semester, which begins in two weeks, "Anatomie" the "classics" of medicine, the art of dissection, unwrapping the macro anatomy of the Homo sapien, kearn the body from outside, every muscle, every artery, vein, nerve, Organ system,
Armed with a years with of biochemistry, its time for the real shit. Maybe this will spur the inner surgeon in one.
Its still a couple weeks away.
Now some photos: