After giving it some thought, I will proceed using this platform once more,
The problem was (is) "aus meiner Sicht" the oversaturation of opinions, onformation, that is in the form of web based blogs, photos , all that, so I just became rather discouraged, and overly self "kritisch" that I quit writing all together, after you read so much good writing and professional writing, you look at your stuff and you just say "wow, what a load of bullshit" and just give up perhaps saying that everyone writes better than you, takes better photos than you, and who needs another opinion on the internet that is overstaurated with opinions. However, that the negative way to analyse, perhaps its best too just not be so pretentious and just write what you feel and post what you feel because thats what this is, open source publishing for anyone who wants it, and to shut that voice up, the whiny voice that says who needs another..., no one is interested, blah, wadda,
Back in the life, after over a month of vacation. I grew up in chicago, lived there most of my 32 years, and now have lived since 2009 in Deutschland, Berlin nowadays,
in which I study medicine since 2011, a longtime goal, but sometimes to reach your goals, one has to leave their house,
Its painful to come back from Chicago. My dear friends and family live there, however, my adult life is here, my university is here, my wife is German, I want to expand our family here, but you leave your comfort zone, and often times a visit twice a year does not soothe those days of lonliness when you just want to go back to how things were at one point. Before I began my quest of medicine, I was a rather unhappy and unsatisfied person, as there was a giganti world out there, full of possibilities, alternate universes, "möglichkeit ohne Ende" and I wanted to experience it, to dive into it. Well, careful what you ask for, and now, one has to balance on one side, getting what they asked for, and on the other hand, missing what they took for granted. Until a teleporter is invented (maybe 500-1000 years), internet communication with my dear friends across the ocean will be the best way to communicate, as well as a annual visit.
Was however awesome to see Lightning Bolt, to bike all over Chicago, dive in the waters off the coast of Curaco,and now, back to the grindstone.
Will update during the course of next semester, which begins in two weeks, "Anatomie" the "classics" of medicine, the art of dissection, unwrapping the macro anatomy of the Homo sapien, kearn the body from outside, every muscle, every artery, vein, nerve, Organ system,
Armed with a years with of biochemistry, its time for the real shit. Maybe this will spur the inner surgeon in one.
Its still a couple weeks away.
Now some photos:
The problem was (is) "aus meiner Sicht" the oversaturation of opinions, onformation, that is in the form of web based blogs, photos , all that, so I just became rather discouraged, and overly self "kritisch" that I quit writing all together, after you read so much good writing and professional writing, you look at your stuff and you just say "wow, what a load of bullshit" and just give up perhaps saying that everyone writes better than you, takes better photos than you, and who needs another opinion on the internet that is overstaurated with opinions. However, that the negative way to analyse, perhaps its best too just not be so pretentious and just write what you feel and post what you feel because thats what this is, open source publishing for anyone who wants it, and to shut that voice up, the whiny voice that says who needs another..., no one is interested, blah, wadda,
Back in the life, after over a month of vacation. I grew up in chicago, lived there most of my 32 years, and now have lived since 2009 in Deutschland, Berlin nowadays,
in which I study medicine since 2011, a longtime goal, but sometimes to reach your goals, one has to leave their house,
Its painful to come back from Chicago. My dear friends and family live there, however, my adult life is here, my university is here, my wife is German, I want to expand our family here, but you leave your comfort zone, and often times a visit twice a year does not soothe those days of lonliness when you just want to go back to how things were at one point. Before I began my quest of medicine, I was a rather unhappy and unsatisfied person, as there was a giganti world out there, full of possibilities, alternate universes, "möglichkeit ohne Ende" and I wanted to experience it, to dive into it. Well, careful what you ask for, and now, one has to balance on one side, getting what they asked for, and on the other hand, missing what they took for granted. Until a teleporter is invented (maybe 500-1000 years), internet communication with my dear friends across the ocean will be the best way to communicate, as well as a annual visit.
Was however awesome to see Lightning Bolt, to bike all over Chicago, dive in the waters off the coast of Curaco,and now, back to the grindstone.
Will update during the course of next semester, which begins in two weeks, "Anatomie" the "classics" of medicine, the art of dissection, unwrapping the macro anatomy of the Homo sapien, kearn the body from outside, every muscle, every artery, vein, nerve, Organ system,
Armed with a years with of biochemistry, its time for the real shit. Maybe this will spur the inner surgeon in one.
Its still a couple weeks away.
Now some photos:
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